OMG!!! FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A LONG TIME I HAVE NOTHING TO DO!! OMG!!! HASNT HAPPENED IN A LONG TIME
Actually that is sorta a lie because i should be practising for viola since my exam is on MONDAY OMG T.T T.T T.T
sigh i bet i will be the only person to fail grade 2 LOL
oh and in about 4 hours i have to go to this place in the city to perform! DUDE WHY ME! WHY DOES MY TEACHER WANT ME TO GO?? SO EMBARRASSING FOR ME
There are gonna be all these kids who are younger than me but like x100 proer than me! and why am i playing a song i dont even like that much! x( WHICH I CANT COUNT PROPERLY FOR ANYWAYS
Sigh. I BET IM GONNA GET SO NERVOUS AND THEN STUFF UP ON STAGE! WHY AM I PERFORMING ALONE!!! OMGG T.T
going to stuff up. SIGH SO SAD.
I DONT WANT TO GO ALL THE WAY TO THE CITY
I hope im going first cause then at least i wont have time to become super nervous
I so should be practicing but i cbb! Maybe I'll do my scratch board, thats fun!
I really have nothing to do o__o so weird
Oh today i wrote down a list for SE and i have everyones name down! and it all fits together hehehe
Oh and more points as to why I'm a bug attractor
1. Yesterday we were playing concentration at lunch time it was just me and dinh left and then suddenly polly was like THERES A SPIDER IN YOUR HAIR and i thought she was joking to get me to lose BUT IT TURNS OUT THERE WAS!!
2. While walking to the train station a bee flew onto my face
3. at night time when i was standing around outside a moth flew onto my head.
SO SAD.
Oh ok comments time. Hmm. LOL THEY ARE REALLY MEAN....
1. I hope you aren't pretending to be who you are, I hope you aren't faking all your reactions just for attention and just for people to like you more. Because if you are, then please stop cause frankly it's getting annoying to me. Also,for some reason I always think you act the way you do, not because it's 'you' but because you think it makes other people like you more. So yeh your reactions are so over the top and attention seeking.
2. I don't think you realise this but you actually are a very exclusive person. You never include other people in the group and you seem to enjoy having secrets within the group and enjoy knowing things that other people don't. Which may be very nice for you, but honestly it is so VERY VERY exclusive and makes the rest of us feel VERY VERY left out. Not that you would realise of course, you're too busy in happy land.
3. Honestly the way you cling to people just makes me go argherhghahehrg. Idk how to explain but it just makes me shudder!!! YEAH I CHANGED THIS I REALISED THAT DISGUSTS WAS TOO MEAN A WORD LOL! YOU DONT DISGUST ME, YOU JUST MAKE ME SHUDDER HAHAHA
4. I wish you would let other people know and tell them to stop when they are hurting you. When are you going to realise the only way to get people to stop being so mean to you is to tell them? Tell them that what they think is only a joke actually hurts you a lot? Every time someone makes a joke about you, you laugh along with them but you've told me before that it actually hurts you. You are so insecure yet act so strong, why? The only reason your friends makes those 'jokes' about you is because they think you aren't affected by them, because they think you will just laugh it off. Because you never seem sad. Thats why no one is ever on your side and everyone thinks you are 'mean'. And I wish I can tell other people to stop it, but you just won't let me.
Actually they aren't that mean, the last one is really sad.
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